That was what I told myself when I stood at the bottom of the courthouse steps, one hand gripping the iron railing, the other spread over the hard curve of my eight-month-pregnant belly. The May morning was bright enough to make every window above me flash like a warning. People hurried past in suits and raincoats, carrying briefcases, coffee cups, and lives that seemed to still be moving forward. Mine had been reduced to swollen ankles, a folder of bills, and the small, stubborn heartbeat of the daughter I had not yet met.
One step. Then another. The courthouse doors opened ahead of me with the heavy sigh of old wood and polished brass. Inside, the marble floors shone coldly beneath the morning …
That was what I told myself when I stood at the bottom of the courthouse steps, one hand gripping the iron railing, the other spread over the hard curve of my eight-month-pregnant belly. The May morning was bright enough to make every window above me flash like a warning. People hurried past in suits and raincoats, carrying briefcases, coffee cups, and lives that seemed to still be moving forward. Mine had been reduced to swollen ankles, a folder of bills, and the small, stubborn heartbeat of the daughter I had not yet met. Read More